Hey everyone, I graduated high school this past year. Since then I have worked odd jobs and I am also a caregiver 2 hours everyday. However, I feel like I am just going through the motions of living life without “living it”. I feel like my life is passing me by and I’m not doing anything that will have lasting results. I have always dreamed of being a maternal nurse but I can’t afford college. I also am in a relationship with an amazing Christian guy and I hope to marry him someday, but I want to do more with my life than get married and have children. Am I being ridiculous? Does anyone else feel the same way as me? I need some advice on what I can do. I still live at home and I am kind of restricted for the time being. I am always bored and I try to find as many things to do to keep myself active, I really hate doing nothing. What can I do? I am at my whits end.